Happy New Year

So, a new year has started and I am focussed on work, moving into our new flat, your Mother's and my trip to Ecuador and, most importantly, I am focussed on you and your mother. Building a person inside you is hard work and it makes your mother tired. Remember that from time to time, and give you mother a kiss. She deserves it. She is sleeping right now, so I am here talking to you.

It's amazing how sure of things I feel right now. With so much we don't know about the future, so much that is going to change this year, so much that is now out of my control, I should be feeling a little lost. But the idea of being with you and your mother is enough to put all the unknown into perspective. That is your gift to me, you and your mother. To feel, for the first time in my life, very sure of want I want and where I am headed.

What a great way to start the year! By the way, you birth year will be 100 years after the start of the first world war. I thought of that today. I will look up some nicer facts about 1914.

I often send your mother photos of flowers. I wonder if I will still be doing it when you read this? If not, lets get your mother some flowers now, or send her a picture! I've added one I recently sent to her to this post. Nite nite x